Colorless Green Ideas

I've Become Spectacular

I'm feeling fucking great today. As usual, I can attribute my elation wholly to my girlfriend, who is quite adept at plucking me from the depths of lugubriosity ( +1 to vocabulary ) and tossing me headlong into a shiny, happy world where I am actually aware of the concept of self-confidence, where I am almost overwhelmingly appreciative of every beautiful thing that life has to offer.

I feel somewhat guilty for not spending much time on her on this site, since she is the single glowing thread that ties every disjointed and incohesive aspect of my life together into a presentable and ultimately coherant package. In every facet of her personality I find some unnattaible idiosyncrasy that leaves me wishing that I could be half the person that she is. Genuinely caring souls are a rarity in this world; genuinely caring souls that are so incredibly beautiful are even rarer still. Yet, I find myself in the constant company of one, which leaves me wondering just what it was that I did to deserve such a sublime fate.

It's almost 4 years for us now. Nothing is tired, nothing is old. We are eternally reinventing ourselves as time goes on, and each incarnation continues to find perfect solace and happiness in the other.

It feels so fucking good to be 20 years old and in love. You should try it sometime.

posted by Sylpheed @ 2:36 PM